Lest We Forget

 -----Original Message-----
 From: Meadows, Darrell
 Sent: Wednesday, August 15, 2001 1:11 PM
 Subject: FW: In Case We Forget....

 I am a doctor specializing in Emergency Medicine in the Emergency  Departments
 of the only two military Level One-trauma centers.
 They are both in San Antonio, TX and they care for civilian Emergencies as
well as military personnel.  San Antonio has the largest military retiree
 population in the world living here, because of the location of these two
 large military medical centers.  As a military doctor in training for my
 specialty, I work long hours and the pay is less than glamorous.

 One tends to become jaded by the long hours, lack of sleep, food, family
 contact and the endless parade of human suffering passing before you. 

The arrival of another ambulance does not mean more pay, only more work.

 Most often, it is a victim from a motor vehicle crash. 
Often it is a person of dubious character who has been shot or stabbed.
 With our large military retiree population, it is often a nursing home patient.

 Even with my enlisted service and minimal combat experience in Panama, prior
 to medical school, I have caught myself groaning when the ambulance brought
 in yet another sick, elderly person from one of the local retirement centers
 that cater to military retirees. 

I had not stopped to think of what citizens of this age group represented.

 I saw "Saving Private Ryan."  I was touched deeply.
 Not so much by the carnage in the first 30 minutes, but by the sacrifices of
 so many.  I was touched most by the scene of the elderly survivor at the
 graveside, asking his wife if he'd been a good man. 

I realized that I had seen these same men and women coming through my Emergency Dept. 
and had notrealized what magnificent sacrifices they had made.  The things they did
 for me and everyone else that has lived on this planet since the end of that
 conflict are priceless.

 Situation permitting, I now try to ask my patients about their experiences.
 They would never bring up the subject without the inquiry.  I have been
 privileged to an amazing array of experiences, recounted in the brief minutes
 allowed in an Emergency Dept.  encounter. 

These experiences have revealed the incredible individuals I have had the honor of serving in a medical
 capacity, many on their last admission to the hospital.

 There was a frail, elderly woman who reassured my young enlisted medic,
 trying to start an IV line in her arm.  She remained calm and poised, despite
 her illness and the multiple needle-sticks into her fragile veins.  She
 was what we call a "hard stick."  As the medic made another attempt, I noticed
 a number tattooed across her forearm.  I touched it with one finger and
 looked into her eyes.  She simply said "Auschwitz." Many of later generations
 would have loudly and openly berated the young medic in his many attempts.  How
 different was the response from this person who'd seen unspeakable suffering.

Also, there was this long retired Colonel, who as a young officer had
 parachuted from his burning plane over a Pacific Island held by the
 Japanese.  Now an octogenarian, his head cut in a fall at home where he lived alone.  
His CT scan and suturing had been delayed until after midnight by
 the usual parade of high priority ambulance patients. Still spry for his
 age, he asked to use the phone to call a taxi, to take him home, then he
 realized his ambulance had brought him without his wallet.

 He asked if he could use the phone to make a long distance call to his
 daughter who lived 7 miles away.  With great pride we told him that he
 could not, as he'd done enough for his country and the least we could do was get
 him a taxi home, even if we had to pay for it ourselves.  My only regret
 was that my shift wouldn't end for several hours, and I couldn't drive him myself.

 I was there the night MSgt.  Roy Benavidez came through the Emergency
 Dept. for the last time.  He was very sick.  I was not the doctor taking care of
 him, but I walked to his bedside and took his hand. I said nothing.  He
 was so sick, he didn't know I was there.  I'd read his Congressional Medal of
 Honor citation and wanted to shake his hand.  He died a few days later.

 The gentleman who served with Merrill's Marauders, the survivor of the Baatan
 Death March, the survivor of Omaha Beach, the 101 year old World War I
 veteran, the former POW held in frozen North Korea, the former Special
 Forces medic - now with non-operable liver cancer, the former Viet Nam Corps
 Commander.  I remember these citizens.

 I may still groan when yet another ambulance comes in, but now I am much
 more aware of what an honor it is to serve these particular men and women. 
I am angered at the cut backs, implemented and proposed, that will continue to
 decay their meager retirement benefits.

 I see the President and Congress who would turn their back on these
 individuals, who've sacrificed so much to protect our liberty.
 I see later generations that seem to be totally engrossed in abusing these same
 liberties, won with such sacrifice.

 It has become my personal endeavor, to make the nurses and young enlisted
 medics aware of these amazing individuals when I encounter them in our
 Emergency Dept.  Their response to these particular citizens has made Me
 think that perhaps all is not lost in the next generation.

 My experiences have solidified my belief that we are losing an incredible
 generation, and this nation knows not what it is losing.  Our uncaring
 government and ungrateful civilian populace should all take note.  We
 should all remember that we must "Earn this."

 Written By CPT.  Stephen R.  Ellison, M.D.  (If you send this story along
 to friends, please include the author's name.  Thank you!)